This word is something I have visited before. Still a word that is unclearly defined for me and one that has boundaries and conditions. Forgiveness for some, is easy and for others like myself it is impossible. I tend to satiate on the actions that hurt me and I want to know why someone wanted… Read More Forgiveness
I read an article the other day that stated that a young man was going to be granted the ability to play football after raping a young woman at his high school. I read this article, fighting back tears. Through this journey of life after trauma there are several things I have learned and continue… Read More He rapes and continues to live, but what about her?
The smell of fall weather in the midwest is something that I can never grow sick of. I love going home to the smell of the crisp country air, the leaves changing colors, the baggy sweaters, pumpkin spice lattes and lets not forget that its football season. What a wonderful time to be alive. Yet,… Read More He put his hands on me, and I couldn’t even protect myself…
I am setteling in at home and rearranging everything just the way I love it! I am so happy with my new apt, the area and the life I am beginning to create for myself. Doors I never imagined would ever be there are opening, and things are falling into place. With that being said,… Read More Beer and a Burger
Living in a world where very few understand the way I see or feel things can be hard. The way things happen in my head are like a ripple effect into other things, that ripple into other things, that cause forbidden memories, that spark unwanted feelings, that cause unwanted pain, that cause damage, and in… Read More Through my eyes…
All the reasons I love me. I realize that something has been missing lately. I have been searching for little pieces of me in places that can’t be found. I haven’t taken the time to properly love myself. So tonights blog is going to be a little bit of that. I promised myself that I… Read More I love me because…
Monday. Something about Mondays, they make me hopeful that I can be better than I was the week before. Every week I get better and I learn something new. Its like a new beginning 4 times a month. How can you not enjoy that? Sometimes, I have a case of the Mondays and don’t wanna… Read More Oh, Monday.
Just another Sunday. Today was Easter for most, but for me it was just another Sunday. I remember a time when I celebrated Easter as a child but I think we only celebrated as a family tradition because society celebrated. We never went to church, or did the whole lent thing, we just woke up… Read More Just Another Sunday.
The weekend is over already. I never want them to end, but at the same time I am always excited to get back to work because I am so in love with what I do. And, if I can be honest as much as I love being alone the weekends get extremely lonely sometimes so… Read More The Strength Of Me.
Someone told me today that love is conditional. This someone is someone that is very close to me and holds a large space in my heart. I have so much unconditional love for them and it almost broke my heart a little to read the words.. Love is conditional in a text from them. It made… Read More Love should never be conditional